Missing You..

Im in Port Dickson doing my training and Im thinking alot about why I left, so many miles away from home.

But everytime I think of it, it always seems to be the best thing for me. It's my second time being so far and hell its rather good, because I get to learn to live on my own, budget my life, understand and experience a fucked up working life.
But so often, I'll always miss someone.
someone I cherish, someone I love, someone I depend on & someone I wish to hug & spend time with.


I know PD isn't very far, but so what? I still dont get to see you often.
I wish life had everything in it. I wish life were just about happy miracles and flying pigs where the impossible comes to life.

I miss you and I want to be home for you.

I wanna spend the rest of my life,

doing all the things that we love.

So everyday, I tell myself..

" Be patient Josh, you'll be home soon... "

And hell I hope it wont be too long..

I guess it just takes a lil more strength out off me to pull through,

God knows how Long I can be away from your company..

You : Mum, Dad, Calvin, My cats, Nic, Sam, Candice, Evon, Group4, Kiat, Sheong, Esther, Ying, Gdad, Gmum and all my loving friends & family.

I miss you..

I miss all of you..

& I hope you miss me too..

`Josh~