Just Trying to Cope with Life.

Things were tough for the past few days and I tried relaxing, I tried breathing and I tried having fun. To me, i had a good time, slowly mending the lil thoughts that haunt me, picking the bits and pieces of my happiness. My friend's helped me, and so did someone special.

But still, at this very moment..

Things aren't really work out well between my mind and my heart.
My finals are coming and i dont have the urge to study anything..

I know its stupid to bring my private life between me and my studies

but it's not as easy as you think.

I guess I know that It's not something i can choose to feel,

but it's something that i have to..

and something that I want to..

I wanna thank my friends, all of you..

I feel better, and
I wouldnt feel this way without you guys.

We had our practical recently, and yeah, it's christmas themed.
it was amazing in a way, i had fun. =)

If you can see the story behind this photo, tell me..

We got random, tired from setting up the place..
so yeah, the twins somehow managed to join this photo..
[Their trademark smile]



If you all are wondering, yes i did cut my hair. hee... hee..
back to highschool for me..

This is in AC, i had an amazing time, drinks, talk, laughter,

collin's sial ghost stories,

not forgetting he's stupid punjabi online sex turban joke. Funny though..

and yeah everyone else.. thx ya'll.

I also spent some time with Jin.
hmm, she's a lil under the weather, but i understand.
We're much alike in our problems..

Well anyway, after AC.. haha.
the picture tells everything actually.
Just fooled around before we slept..

Is a Belle.. heh, amazing girl. I actually posed with her.
But she took so many trial and error shots that I looked away.
Unfortunately, the right one came at the wrong timing.

and my bestfriend..

Thanks for always being there for me. Though stress overcomes all of our feelings now, I still love the fact that we're good friends. Ill always be here for you, regardless of how things are. Maybe in the future we'll get to set aside our differences and appreciate everything else.

I'm sorry and love always..

- Josh -