Why?

She's acting weird again.

As much as I love you,
I dont deserve this.

You can act so cold, probably without a thought of how I feel.
Your words so simple but sharp and clear.
Fuck, you dont know that I cant take it,
Painful but I want to, I'll try till I make it.
She's my girlfriend..
For the first time, I know it's right..
I think about it everyday and fucking night..

Snap out of it bitch.. I love you.

One Moment After Another

Time unravels so much that can surprise you.
Never to believe that a year can change you so much.
One moment after another, every second, minute, hour of the day you seem like the same person.
Without realising the mistakes you've done, pain, tears and anger you've caused.

I'm sorry..
I've stepped the line & I've crossed my borders.
but I dare to speak with with a knife against my heart.
Dare I hurt you once again,
I'll tense my wrist if you tell me to..

Lazy..

Josh walks up to his PC.

*looks up*

*looks down*

*looks left*

*scratches head*

*looks right*

*sticks out tongues*

*stones*

*clicks a few links..

*scratches head again*


"What the fuck is blog link again??."

Yeah, I'm lazy.

But I'll be backk...

Torn In Between..

Im torn from leaving, stopping, giving up..
but a part of me strongly wants to stay.
Stay and be a part of this.


Set your decisions, set your footsteps.
cause I cant do it for you..
You say you want it, take it.
cause Ill give it to you.


Picture a world for me, where I can stay.

Cause you're driving me nuts.
`Josh~

I Dont Care..

Say my name, and his in the same breath, I Dare you to say they taste the same,
Let the leaves fall off in the summer
And let December glow feel flames

Brace myself and let go,
Start it over again in Mexico
These friends, they don’t love you
They just love the hotel suites, now

I don’t care what you think
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance
I’m not a chance, but a heat wave in your pants
Pull a breath like another cigarette,
Palms up, I’m trading ‘em (trading ‘em)

I’m the oracle in my chest,
Let the guitar scream like a fascist,
Sweat it out, shut your mouth,
Free love on the streets, but
In the alley and I ain’t that cheap, now


I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

Said-a, I don’t care just a-what you think,
As long as it’s about me, you said-a
I don’t care just what you think,
As long as it’s about me, you said-a
I don’t care (I don’t care)
You said I don’t care (I don’t care)


Said I don’t care,
I don’t care
I don’t care (I don’t care), I said-a
I don’t care

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I don’t care what you think,
As long as it’s about me
The best of us can find happiness
In misery

I love.. but hate this song for some reasons.

Time is running out..

`FML~
(btw, listen to the first 3 tracks in my playlist. Uncommon, but tell me what you think)

Accumulated Fun

Yes, I'm updating..

I know its been awhile since I've done this but I've been really busy.

It's been.. 3 weeks? lol. I think, since my last update.

I'll let the pictures speak for me..

There's just too many things. FML.

 Accumulated Fun:

1) Candice's surprise for me.. (smothered with beer & cake)

2) Birthday BBQ at my place..

3) Brussels for Beer..

4) AsiaCafe for more Beer & pool.
5) Beer Garden for MORE Beer..

6) Swimming @ Club Poppy.. literally.. xD

7) Random Shit..

Candice's Surprise..

My first time taking a shower on the road.

Thanks babe.

My BBQ.

Old School buddies.

Random jamming..

MORE random Jamming..

=)

Beer @ Brussels

Hoegaarden & Stella Artois. Our Favourite.

A lil fun @ Asia Cafe. "lil"..

The Bunch..

 & How we do it..

Beer Garden

It was QUITE a nice place..

Budweiser & Stella Artois..

Clubbing @ Poppy

We got thrown in the "pool".

It was.. beyond crazy. Brr..

Random Shit.. we played a shitload of CS.

Had a crazy restaurant service..

and.. I bought a car..

Old but beautiful, the Mazda Astina.

'Brushed of my shoulder~

It's Just Surrogate

I went for Surrogate apparently earlier than others,
but it isnt as great as expected by many..

It's one of those typical movies as I can say..
loads of graphics(duh) and scenes that make you go "huh?"..
some weird things that you would never expect and some things just so expected.

I'll smack a 5/10 for it..

I'm sorry for the late posts, been having problems with my connections..

upcoming posts:

- Birthday Celebration, which was on the fckin 25th Sept.
- Brussels for Beer? which was days ago..
- Random outings as well..

I'm sorry ya'll..

Ima goin' for Surrogates!

I'm goingg!

I managed to get a pair of invites to watch the premiere of Surrogates.

Thank you Nuffnang, I'm lovin it.

The invites are for the people who can come up wth the most creative slogans..

"If I could live my life through a robot....." bubububu...

(continue it in your own way.)

Mine's too lame, so I'll skip it..

The main thing is I got it.. haha.

I hope it'll be good. rawr~

and yea! I get to meet more bloggers...

Hope ya'll come say hi.. I'm too shy and chickenn.. ='(

`Joshua~

...

              
I just dont have the mood today.
I wish I could share, but I just cant.

I'll be back soon.. you know I love you guys..

                            

Connected with My Dream

This is how I will explain of how important 'connections' in life can be. 

       

A few days back, I went out for a drink with my friends,
Went down to a random bar in Hartamas to just grab some drinks with intentions to get stoned.

                 

We reached the place being a lil excited to hit the bar,

with me NOT knowing that I would bump into a familiar face.

                 

      Josh          : *just cheered a round with buddies*..

               

Familiar Face : *taps my shoulder* So you're just gonna ignore me are you?

                   

      Josh          : *turns head* gasps! WTF?! what are you doing here?!

               

Familiar Face : What, you blind? Having a whiskey dumbass.

                  

      Josh          : But I thought you.. *interrupted*

                 
Familiar Face : Yea yea.. long story. But the short part is im back..

               

      Josh          : You better start talking!

                                                

                I had just bumped into a friend that once saved my ass from a fight back in Highschool.

                 

The fight was in church a couple years ago

and I knew for sure.. that I needed to be there as I was partly included.

    

I was walking to the fight scene behind my church

and I would have been two-faced, if not for this person..

who tapped my shoulder in the past and said, 

              

" That is not the way you should head in church.. Just listen to me. "

              

He dragged me away and put my ass to seat infront of the church fountain where being placed a large Mother Mary statue and he said,

          

" You sit, and you wait. "

          

After a few minutes, I hear the police and an ambulance getting closer.

3 people suffered stab wounds and one person had passed away.
The rest..

(who were the people I was supposed to help & those responsible)

had runaway, & as I know, never being caught.

I saw parents crying and so did siblings, family members and friends.

From what I saw with my eyes, 

I could not believe what I was probably going to do to someone and to their family.

The guilt and pain was really unbearable.

         

I have never lost contact with the new friend I made,

and I have always followed him to church activities as respect for saving me

and also with own intention..

         

Till he left to work in the UK...

and till I met him again..

a few days ago..

        

The night went on, as he insisted me to stay..

paying my bills on and on and on..

Till he popped a question and asked..

              

" Josh, I want you to work with me when you graduate. Will you? "

         

I found out that, he came back to Malaysia only to own

6 pubs in uptown KL, 2 small clubs in Hartamas

and he is one of the main investors of The Zouk & Hard Rock Cafe, KL.

and from driving an old Proton Waja,

He now clicks the remote of a BMW 6 Series Coupe'.

     

With no hesitation..

 I took his business card.

     

and now, I await my future to come..

       

God's will has brought me a person who once tapped my shoulder to save me,

and now has tapped my shoulder once again..

Offering my future and also my dream..

                                                    

`A boy with his future in hand.

I've always wanted to own a club..
" Always keep your friends as close to you, cause you'll never know what they can do for you."

Self Mutilation

I did something that I've never thought I'd do..

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Take a big guess.

                  

I've pierced my tongue!

(and successfully murdered 2,440,000 tongue cells)

...

..

I've always believed : Do as much madness in life when your young.

...

..

Next Objectives : A meaningful tattoo, an eyebrow piercing, dance

                             till I drop, & get a big ass shopping list completed.

...

..

Looking forward to : My next birthday BBQ,

                                  this 25th September 2009.

...

..

Ah well, it's after-shower.. time for bed.

...

..

             

`Over-random~

Genting Highlands - So Patio, Not So Themepark.

If you're at the age of 18 and above, looking to have some fun at

Genting Highlands.

Here's what I'd say you should do.

                 

I went for a vacation trip to ease the mind at The Highlands.

There were four of us, looking to whack the holidays with everything to do possible.        

I got to notice that Genting Highlands should only be a once every 5-6 years visit,

partly because it gets boring.              

But anyway, here's what you should do..

                  

Just head over to..

                 

This place.

                 

The Patio Bar

It's a relaxed place, right at the heart of Indoor Genting.
It's considered bladdy cheap to get alcs here seeing that it's tourist area.

                      

RM71 for 2 Jugs of Tiger during Happy Hour, all day up to 9pm.

Around RM20 per shot of whisk, tequila & whatever heavy knockers available.

RM 10 per glass of Wine.

*Live Bands at 9.00pm onwards.

(a lil pricey compared to clubs and pubs in KL but it's worth it up there)

                             

Slight Overview.

                      

Brrr! Cold at start.

                    

Charlie Gan and Jay.

                      

Warm Later, Cheers to that.

                        

Mervyn Tham.

                         

I have sorta scary finger nails.

                            

The mess.

                         

Four Batangs.

                       

Being less fortunate children, we stayed at cheap a*s room in

First World.

                           

Themepark the next day.

                             

The Themepark isnt really exciting to be honest.
Most rides are just okay, the place is getting old,

When it rains you lose out (no refunds),

and when it mists really badly you'll have to wait.

              

Hmm, but I guess we were lucky.

                           

The two rides that I enjoyed most,

famously known as the corkscrew..

and the..

                              

Spaceshot.

This is the only sick ride I loved.

It practically drops you storeys & storeys high,

lifting your ass of your seat but your too 'bleahh' to notice

only noticing it when you land. 

                            

So yeah, It's a great experience if you're new to the place.

Gets a lil boring if you revisit often.

                                  

But let me say something,

just remember The Patio Bar, bring your best friends

and bring a good sum of cash..

No matter where you go, you bring the best.

and I enjoyed the best..

                       

`See ya~

Was great typin for ya..