Oh My God..

My post arrangements have changed, it turned retarded!~

Nooooo!!!!!! x) wtv la...

Why Wouldn't The Basics Apply..

I WISH I WERE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE..

I WISH I WAS TYPICAL..
I JUST WANT TO BE NORMAL..

I JUST DONT WANT TO RESIST..

I JUST WANT TO DO WHAT I WANT TO..

FUCK THIS..

FUCK MY CONSCIENCE..

FUCK THE WAY I AM.

I Can't & I'm Sorry.

I was SLEEPING & you were INSANE..

You had to take this photo,

You had to make me grumpy.

but still,

You had to make me smile,

You tried to comfort me,

You made me laugh,

You only cared so much,

and

You put me back to sleep.

What's wrong with you..

[or what's wrong with me..]

I don't think you deserve this yet

[Just not when I'm like this]

It's pointless

[but it's not my loss]

My time will come

[and I just need you to understand]

No matter how perfect you are,

Beauty does not blind my emotions.

Charm cannot erase my fears.

and Personality cannot hide my phobia.

I can only fix myself,

and only God & time can be my guide.

`Josh~

I Rule The Grill..

To Rebecca J Dcruz / Saman Queen,

Happy Birthday my dear.. x)

I don't owe you no shit for a gift..

&

You'll have to admit after today..
I am the BBQ king..

I know this ain't at your house,

but I couldnt find anything else to show me doing it. hahaaa..

and btw, hmm, stop worrying about it alright? You're an amazing person.

UNDENIABLY true.. =)

`Josh~